It’s up to you!
You are fully capable of making change happen, I know you are. The thing is, growth takes time, and the growth that’s here for you is no joke. What you need to know is this: a lot of the gains available here take place outside of the reading and weekly lessons. Growth happens through your engagement “in the lab” with your experiments and quad work. In other words, the big-deal development occurs when you apply the lessons in your daily life and in the shared context you will create with your quad. Reading a lesson once won’t get you there.
A biggie that we work on here is a shift away from the autopilot reactions to life, toward something more skillful that achieves the results you’re after. Look at your life as a learning lab where you get to run experiments, make discoveries, and identify new techniques. Your experiments are the keys. Use them to shed light on theories you’re interested in, practice new ways to respond to life, and experience greater insight.